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In case all the other comments saying the same thing haven't sunk in yet; you're beautiful, and that photo of you nekkid with your dog proves you know it. Take a look around you and tell me you haven't already found love. You don't deserve a wife who looks like so-and-so-supermodel, you want a wife who makes you feel like you think a guy married to so-and-so-supermodel feels. 'True' love and a wonderful marriage take a metric f*load of work, but it's the toughest job you'll ever love. Ok, that sounds silly.. just remember your mate is your best friend, don't waste your time on any other approach. Best Friend. I mean it.
duh.. i didn't read closely enough.. looks like you figured it out. :)